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As obvious as it is, I am really not in the best of mood right now. Why, do not ask me for I do not know the reason either. This feeling just sucks? Sucks, but I do not know why too. Oh my, I think I am going crazy once again.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ?!
Life is just so weird. I get affected by the slightest things. I mean, get over them and move on? As simple as that, what for hang on and let them fuck you up? That is precisely why I strongly believe that human beings love to screw their moods for no good reasons. Like why, no answer. Stupid.
Maybe it is the colour of my attire today. All black from head to toe other than the white slippers. Some say that what you wear tells others what mood you are in. True enough? True enough. Blackie, blackie, blackie day! Boo.
And ironically, I am listening to Good Charlotte's All Black. The lyrics go Take a look at my life, all black / Take a look at my clothes, all black. Great, this is too great. This sucks.
On the contrary, I was quite happy in the afternoon despite the heat. Actually, the heat was not that very bad. Oh well, I do not know what I am saying. But really, my mood was great, my mood was superb, my mood was fabulous! Why, I shall not say. You can try guessing, not very easy though, sorry!
I realise that too many meeting ups or too many at a time may not exactly improve human relationships or rather friendships. So weird, isn't it? When you do not see your friends for a long time, you would yearn to see them, you would miss them dearly. However, when you get to see them or too much of them, you feel more stranger to them. Why, due to a lack of topics? What a lame reason, I feel. Well, so stop meeting up or only meet once in a blue moon? I do not know, I am confused. /:
Is it because of that ending which smeared the friendliness?
Or is it because of your feeling down which made me feel down as well?
Oh bother, ignore me. Bizzare mood.
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The time now is 0047am. After much deliberation and ranting to my BFF for one odd hour, I have finally come to a conclusion. Yes, it is because of that reason that my BFF suggested and the same reason which I agreed that caused my lousy mood. ):
Thank you, BFF, for listening to my rants and crazy 'obsessions', it was great speaking with you, someone who understands me and able to give me suggestions. Yayness! :D
Oh and seriously, you people do not need to know what so leave it as it is, yes? Thank you very much. Oh well, though I am still not in the best of mood after four hours. Ahh, this sucks to the brim, I promise you. Boohoo.
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