20070117

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop


It sucks to realise that we have been speaking so much less since the reopening of school.
It sucks more to realise that we have not been updating each other on our daily lives.
We used to be so close, so very close.
What happened, what happened, what happened now ?
Why is this happening, why, why, why ?

I hate such feelings of distanting.
This feeling simply drools.
This feeling seems so weird ?


It has been nine cold months since the last time we have met.
It has been this very long since we have spoken very much.
It has been this very long yet again since we have been that close.

I hate such feelings of separation.
This feeling totally drools.


It has been so very long since I have noticed another one.
It has been that very long since I have changed the target.

I do not know anything about such feelings.
This feeling just does not feel right.


Understand them or not, up to you.
Whatever it is, take it or leave it.

With much love, good night.


I hope it was not that much of an embarrassment.
And I certainly hope that you will go.
Thank you for making my day !

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