20061116

Nobody dies a virgin,
Everyone gets screwed by life.

I was reading through my Chatlogs.
They evoked so much inner feelings within me.
Be it joyous or sadness.
Most of them were joyous, fortunately.


Love is an over-rated word.
Sorry is an over-rated word.

Saying 'I Love You' to someone.
It sounds so cliche yet able to melt one's heart.

Saying 'I am Sorry' to someone.
It sounds so cheesy yet able to make one's day.

So what's the deal now ?
To say 'I Love You' or 'I am Sorry' ?
Sad to say, I feel that both are equally redundant.
No point when you do not really mean them.

I am feeling the angst within me right now.
Maybe I should change my mood.


&


I am not that gracious after all.
Is 'gracious' the word to use ?
I do not know but perhaps, that should be.

So much for staying positive for about 24 hours.
Yes, positive as well as staying very damn calm.
Finally, coming to realisation that I am not very much okay.


Always not a happy ending.
I am rather sad, no, very sad.

Can you please take away that photo ?!
Ahhh, it pains to see, really.

If you get what I am trying to say, please do something.
Haha, but what a joke, I do not think you will anyway.


" Happy as you are
Happy as can be
But just not my fairytale ending "


If anyone tells me that letting go is as easy as snapping a finger,
I would please yearn for you to snap your head off your neck.
Try doing something before asking someone else to do.
If your head get snapped off as simple as snapping a finger, maybe you will then have the rights to say the first statement.
If not, you may like to simply shut the hell up.
Holy yes, thank you very damn much.


& I know I still miss you.

03:15