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New computer but I am not used to it.
In fact, I do not really, really like it.
It is so different from my old one.

By the way, I am using my old one now.
Uh huh, the one which will die out anytime.
But who cares, I still love it and it will not go.
I am going to keep it on my desk for as long as it takes.

I treasure my things, especially the old ones.
Yeah hell, yes, I do.


I used to hear your music so loud
But it's so low
You're just another face in the crowd
I'm letting you know now


Just like the happenings around me.
I still miss the good old times.

Even walking on the streets, that can be quite a torment.
Looking back at the times when we walked down the streets together.
Staring at the familiar street lamps and buildings.
Rambling on the streets, trying to decide the next destination.
Pacing down each lane, side by side, not hand in hand though.

Oh well, whatever I say.
And yes, whatever I say will not give me the times I miss so dearly.


So difficult to let go.
So very difficult to start anew.
For myself, that is.

However, I am glad that your happiness is found.
To give me a chance to make amends.
I will suffer the consequences all alone.
To be unloved and not to love.


When I say, 'I Miss You', I mean it.
And yes, please believe it.


I shall end my post here.
Rather weird a post but don't mind me.
Love all, goodbye.

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