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Everyone will miss me from 1st December to 12th December.
I will be in a far away land enjoying myself.
May it arrive as soon as possible.


Getting out of Singapore maybe a fabulous suggestion after all.
Leaving this place which I have been at for one and a half over decades.
Not a very long period of time but definitely not a short one either.


Since the day I opened my eyes,
Since the day I said my first word,
Since the day I shed the first tear,
Since the day I learnt my first ABC,
Since the day I met my first friend,
All in this very place, Singapore.


Therefore, I was wondering if I can actually leave everything behind and disappear to somewhere else to start anew.
To leave the people, the friends, the things, the laughters, the tears, the swearings and of course, the bittersweet memories behind.
And to leave with no regrets or any negative feelings.
However, always wondering to no avail.

Does it mean that I am destined to stay put in this very place all my life ?
I wonder once again, wonder once more.
Yet again, to no avail.


The urge of leaving is not very strong but somehow, an inch of me is suggesting the best solution is to go, go somewhere, somewhere far away.
I do not know, I really do not.


I beg of myself to forget you.
" Can I please forget you ? "
Totally, I mean.
" Give me an eraser, please. "


& Your words are not referring to me.

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