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Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something
Left in my head


It is easy to tell someone who is depressed or feeling as if the world is collasping to move on.
They are just two very simple words formed together to become a phrase.
They look as simple as any other words.
Like, 'Forget it', 'Fuck off', 'Bloody Bitch'.

However, to apply these two words on yourself is never an easy task and is what I find as a chore.
It is so difficult and troublesome, in a sense ?
I don't know but what the fuck.


And suddenly, I find my heart thumping at a fucking rapid rate.
A mere few words, so hurtful.
Even more so powerful, to fucking kill.


Never knew feelings could change this quickly
Never knew feelings could be substituted
Never knew it was easy to find someone new

And to think that I was so naive


Prelims start tomorrow.
Put every shit aside and focus !
No more feeling fucked up, yes !
No more distractions, yes !
No more, nothing.


Goodbye,
To you, now and forever.

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