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There is a difference between want and get.
These two words seem similar but trust me, their meanings are totally worlds apart.

I want something but does that mean I will get it ?
Sad to say, the answer is no.


I guess, this is life.
I know I sound cheesy, whatever you'll say.
You see, many people desire to have this something but they just fail to achieve it.

Is it because they did not work hard enough for it ?
Well, likely not.
Is it because they are too complacent and are sure they will get it ?
Well, perhaps, but it depends.


I am a living example.
I do not mean to flaunt but I have the things I want.
However, there is just something that I want but unable to achieve it.
You may say, " Use money to buy your way in then.. "
Excuse me, that is really naive thinking on your part.
No offence, really.


At certain points of your life, it will just screw up so badly that you really wish what you have encountered or are encountering is or are just a nightmare.
You will certainly hope that everything is not true, everything is fake, everything is everything but reality.

Good things do not always happen to you.
You got to earn for it, you got to go for it.
Sometimes, a miss of opportunity will just be equals to " Goodbye " and never a chance to say " Hello ".


Facing such a sudden news is really tough to handle.
I do not know if I should stay positive, thinking that I will still have a second chance or if I should simply give up.
I am lost, so very puzzled, do not know what to do.


And I needed someone to talk to, to pour my hearts out to but you were not there.
The feeling of choking something in your throat is really terrible.

However, lucky for me, I still have other beings to turn to.
Thank You Ego Mentor, Leeyi and Xinjin for lending me your ears !
Thank You for hearing my rants and whines about that you-know-what !
Of course, Rachel and Ting Hui who were there when I told them about it.
Thank You too for the encouragement and all !
Rachel's quote ' What's meant to be yours will be yours '.


Anyhow, I believe that the better man wins.
(Man, as in, not literally the gender, male)


All right, that is all.
So much for wanting to blog less.
Okay, night.

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