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So, the tune of Blue & Yellow has been ringing in my head since I-don't-know when.

Well, you'll never find it
If you're looking for it
Should have done something
But I've done it enough
By the way (something something)
Rather waste some time with you

Okay, since the moment the verdict has been out that something is missing.
It will be missing forever and forever and forever till the end of time.
I don't know where it is and I hope to find it but always to no avail.

" Where is it ? "
" Why didn't I keep it properly ? "
" Why did I only look for it NOW ? "
" Why, Man Pin, WHY ?! "

These questions have been dwelling in my mind.
I cannot seem to get rid of them.
Instead, the more I want them to vanish, the more they will pop out.

Right, no point thinking about them.
I mean, what is the use ?
You mean, that something will just reappear again ?
N.O. No.

I guess, now is the time to listen to Midnight Highway.
So much for trying to avoid listening to it.
There is always a time for everything.
There is always a reason for something to happen.
Yes, I agree.


It is gone forever.


Thank you so very much for this dreadful feeling ! )':

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