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Let me start this in a really chiche fashion.
Dear Diary,
Today is a lovely day because it has just begun.
Look at the time, it is only 0000 hours.
I really need to get these off my chest.
If not I will not be able to sleep in peace.
HAHAHA, SHUT UP, MAN PIN !
This post is a really cranky one.
It starts off with a really silly introduction.
Then it follows with really emo-fied shit.
Okay, just read, damn it.
Anyway, as I was saying, or as I wanted to say..
You're the factors
My push & pull
I have many queries in my head.
I hope that they could be answered.
Especially, after what I have read.
I begin to doubt all that have happened.
But on the other hand, I trust you.
I trust that you would not do such a thing.
Damn, why am I thinking of stupid things ?
Darn, am I too free or what ?
Stupid piece of shit.
As obvious as it seems, I noticed this.
When one is in love, everything is sweet.
When one is out of love, everything is bitter.
Makes sense ?
Why, I do not understand.
You mean, only when you have the big fat word LOVE in your life then it will be fruitful and meaningful and whatsoever ?
Right, I beg to differ.
And I am filled with more insanity now.
Why so, let me let you the reason.
Haha, I seriously love to talk to myself.
I sound very damn pathetic and lonely huh ?
Really, I speak to my damn computer almost everyday.
Yes, without fail.
Something is wrong with me.
I love speaking to non-living things.
Someone, but I cannot remember who, told me this.
He or she said:
If someone sends you a song abruptly, out of the blue, be sure to listen to the melody well and listen very closely to the lyrics for the lyrics may mean something and he/she may be trying to convey something to you but just through the song.
You know, certain things are not easily said in words so songs will represent how one feels and everything.
But haha, even if I were to send you some lovey dovey songs, do not take it wrongly.
I send songs because I am nice.
Haha, you know, share the love but not 'give' or 'express' the love.
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Random conversation with my Best Friend, Melissa.
Melissa: oh man, how could this happen to her
Man Pin: huh
Melissa: man pins got a new gaga, ahaha
Man Pin: NO, cute only what
HAHAHAHA !
Relax, relax, do not start questioning me !
This was all for fun ! :D
Bye & Love.