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It should be time for me to watch the match between Brazil and Italy but I am no such mood to watch it or scream when facing the television screen.

Best Friend, Dior and Wen are at my place now.
Xin left after the England vs Portugal match.
She gave me a shock to appear out of the blue as she said she wasn't coming at first.
Anyway, love such stay overs though we supported different teams and I was the sole supporter of England.

The 2300 match was such a disappointment and my heart totally sank after the last Penalty Kick by Christiano Ronaldo.
As far as I think he is hot, I also didn't wish he would score as that meant the end of Fifa for the English.
As expected, he scored, and it was the 5th shot !
No more room for England to chase or do anything to salvage the goals they had missed.
No more second chance to save their asses.
Nothing, nothing they could do.

No pictures now as I am still sad over the lost and do not want to watch see any sad pictures of John Terry in tears and all.
Why why and another why did my dearest, Frank Lampard miss that Penalty ?
Someone, why ?
His performance was not supposed to be like this, right ?
Am I wrong to say that he was supposed to perform much much much better ?

Dearest Frank Lampard, I will still love you.

David Beckham had to be sent off in the middle.
He cried.
I almost cried when I saw but upon seeing Lampard, I smiled.
Ahahaha, I am seriously nuts.

Anyhow, nothing new that tears would roll down my cheeks upon England's defeat.
However, before Lampard even kicked, I couldn't control and BOOOOOOM !
BOOOOOOM meant PWAHHHHHHH OF TEARS ! :'( :'( :'(

Gerrard missed the kick.
Jamie C.. missed it too.

It was the end, end of England.
Fought so hard to stay in the game of 90 + 30 minutes.
No more, nothing said will recover the lost.


It was all too late,
What you gave to me is gone.
Why didn't I realise it earlier ?
Why didn't I ..?
Shit, this fucking sucks !


Goodnight.

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