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Only when you lose it
Will you realise
You actually treasure it so
&
Do not think you know
When you actually know shit
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let me share this pointer with everyone.
if you wish to be economical and save money on buying bottles of contact lenses solution or fear there will be a repeat of the case of Renu which may make you blind, this is what you may like to try.
Step 1: get someone to say awful things to you and infuriate you
Step 2: get pissed or upset or petty
Step 3: make sure your emotional state is on the negative scale
Step 4: scream, shout, whine and swear
Step 5: if Step 3 was unsuccessful, repeat Steps 1 & 2 till they are successful before you can continue
Step 6: Step 6: start CRYING
Step 7: tadaaaaa, your contact lenses are washed !
good huh ?
HAHAHAHAHAHA !
please say my 7-Easy-Steps are useful and may you try them one fine day.
well well, though this will cause you to feel so horrible that you wished nothing ever happened.
but again, you will save money on buying the solution, so give it a go ! :D
having said this much, i saved money today !
and am i to be happy that i've saved money or what ?
You won't see the tears I cry
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a matter of a few words
a matter of the tone of voice
a matter of something small
a matter of being outspoken
yes, a matter of this and that
this and that, they spoil the night
a spoilt night, screw this shit
Why can't you just shut for the moment ?
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It was the two words, those two words
It was them which made me know you watched
It was them which made me know you care
It was them which made my day
It was them which made me smile
:D :D :D
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such an up-down-up-down day today !
so much like a roller coaster which seems like the worst ride of my life.
at a certain moment, i even wanted to sing this song.
the lyrics goes:
Can we take a ride
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride
Get out of this place
While we still have time
:/ --> :) --> :D --> :/ --> :( --> :'(
don't really feel like elaborating on my day.
nothing much actually but the ups and downs were just too much.
i feel like such a failure in relationships.
the number maybe meagre or only one but that is bad enough.
so terrible that i feel so lousy.
so helpless that i know i am running away from reality.
however, i know i run so slowly and have a lack of stamina.
therefore, i will stop one day.
the day, i don't know when.
sometimes, i hope i just die from running and it will end everything there and then.
said so much but nothing will help from running and running and running.
Man Pin, forget about it.
Man Pin, move on.
Man Pin, do the right thing.
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Shuk is returning to Melbourne tomorrow morning.
i don't think i will be seeing her off cause her flight is so early.
had quite a good talk with her just now though the location was a little weird and the topics which led to the talk were not very pleasant.
I WILL MISS YOU, SHUK !
I LOVE YOU, MY ONLY SISTER !
<3 <3 <3
and do not apologise for not knowing what happened.
i didn't tell you so you didn't know.
i know you are very concerned but i didn't give you the chance to do so.
it is okay, really.
everything is fine and back to normal.
SMILE LIKE YOU'VE NEVER HAD ! :D
you ass, study hard !
as in, WE WILL STUDY HARD !
we shall prove that big mouth bootlicker that we are good !
and she can shut her holes/trap/gaps from then on.
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I'll speak in riddles
So you can understand
I'll draw in pencil
So you can trace with pen
So in love with me
Like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names
Into the wet concrete
i shall end my really messy post here.
till then, bye bye.
22:37
