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I'm not being bitchy,
I'm just being myself.

HAHAHA !
i was speaking with Eliza online just now and i swear the conversation was hell hilarious !
i don't exactly wish to publish the content here for it maybe offending to certain people.
well well, whatever it is, it was really crazy !


i have been spending my afternoon doing nothing productive.
productive as in, studying.
yeah yeah, what else but holding a pen in your hand and eyes staring at your ever so interesting and think textbooks or having a calculator in your hand punching those numbers, trying to find (ln1 = ?) and whatsoever.

life is so monotonous.
maybe now it is still on the better side since Nationals are still on.
i cannot imagine my life after Nationals.
and AFTER will mean in 5 days.
the thought of it just kills me.
training will cut down humongously.
more time to spend time with books and pens and rulers and calculators.
less time to spend with my table tennis rubbers, wood and glue.
gheesh, i am getting so depressed at the thought of these.

no doubt, studies is still the primary thing ultimately.
i wonder where i will end up after my O levels, really.
results on the dying side and table tennis not so impressive.
help holy help, this sounds so desperate ! ):


Shuk has arrived in Melbourne.
damn, this house is back to the quiet old self once more.
she will only be back on 23rd June.
though this time when she was back, i didn't spend much time with her, i felt so much better that she is back.
at least, someone else in the study with me, using the computer and all.
oh well, i shall wait for her return then ! :D
time flies, very soon.


i've been down with a flu and sore throat for quite a while.
the throat part is weird.
it is so tempremental, it's fine sometimes but bad most of it.
what the hell, wrong time ! ):


okay, this post is another negative one.
this sucks, i cannot find any positive things to blog about.
oh, visit my Links and Tagboard pages, new layouts !
lalala, whatever it is, bye bye.

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