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i doubt i will need to charge my phone for the next two days or something.
well, infer what i am trying to say by yourself if you are smart enough.
okay, i don't exactly care what the hell shit is going on because i don't exactly think it is worth my effort, energy or attention.

Perhaps, we should keep it this way ?

anyhow, nothing i can do and i shall not do anything also.
blah blah blah and la la la.
i am living my life the way it should be and i am proud to say that i am happy.
really, i am not exactly affected because i doubt it is worth it.

why make my mood so foul when i can do nothing but wait ?
why make myself feel so fucked up when things don't want to be settled ?
why and another question why.

and because of all these shit, i refuse, or rather, am trying to stop and refrain myself from listening to so many damn songs.
reason as i don't wish to be reminded of things that i used to love but now, a total different story, I GUESS.
i guess, yes, because i am not sure what the hell is happening !

however, so much for saying so much, i am .. to say that i think i, i ..
holy shit, snap out of this garbage !
i mean, this is so bloody stupid and nonsensical !
screw it, i shall shut up here.


My arrow has changed its direction as how the bullseye has changed its position as it need not always be in the middle.

Maybe everything was a mistake from the start

THIS SUCKS, BAD.


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so tired and sleepy today, i don't know why.
well, maybe cause i slept too late last night.
hmm, more like in the morning huh ? HAHA

the usual boring lessons, nothing to comment on.
only till Biology when Molly was the central of attraction.
well, somehow, she should thank me, okay ! LOL
Molly was wearing a red pants today.
it seemed wet at a certain area so i assumed her thing came.
i told the class and they were shocked and some laughed damn hardly !
all of us instantly stareddddddd whenever she back faced us to confirm if it was HMM, for real.
some said yes and some said no.
for me, i would say YES cause i was the one who released the news so i ought to be sure of myself and all, right ? HAHA
goodness me, hell embarrassing for her lahhhhh !

Green House cheer practice today and my voice is gone !
so much for having Yellow and Blue House beside us, i had to scream my lungs out just to get instructions across to everyone.
talked talked talked, non-stop so no one could hear me !
GHEESH, my throat is dead now ! ):
and for a couple of moments just now, i could barely talk.
please pity pity pity me, thank you !

one hour of screaming into the loudhailer and under the hot sun.
nothing but a major torture !
tormenting, HMM, maybe ?
seriously, i almost died of a heat stroke and dehydration and throat infection !
HAHAHA, all right, i am making small things seem so big..
well, just needed to rant somewhere somehow so yup yup !


training right after the practice and i was darn late.
so sorry but things dragged and i needed some time to chill from the sun.
i could feel so much heat radiating in me, no joke !

training was fine and Yao was so hilarious !
he talked cork to me and i laughed quite a bit though my throat was painful.
he said, " Ma De ! " and Flo and i thought it was darn amusing ! HAHA
i know we were self-entertaining but still, HAHAHAHA !
he was motivating, i guess ?
told us to move on and this is the last leg, persevere till the end !

SNTT, WE CAN DO IT !
B DIV, THE GOLD, I WANT IT AGAIN !
C DIV, THE 2ND RUNNDER-UP, BRING IT HOME !

please let my 2nd wish i prayed for on my birthday come true.
these two schools, SNG and SJI B Divisions to get Champion once more !
like 2 years ago when we both got Champion for C Division Championship !

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING, IF YOU BELIEVE.

i sound so corny.
i sound so naggy.
i sound like this because i yearn to WIN !


not forgetting, a super BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU to Melissa Lim, my ever so cute and lovable Best Friend for helping my find my memory card which i had lost on Friday when my phone dropped from the 4th level all the way down to the 1st.
YOU ROCK AND I LOVE YOUUUUUU ! <3

and Shann for giving me my belated birthday present !
a eyeshadow thing and a blusher thing ! HAHAHA
THANK YOU, LOVE YOUUUUU, Seating Partner ! (:


I prayed for You today,
Please Get Well Soon.
:D :D :D

Fate fell short this time,
Please tell me why.


so here, these are all for the day.
thank you for reading and bye bye.

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