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yes, this message came to good use this once.
it goes:
lose then lose loh. only through losses can we be a better player!
i appreciate it so much now ! :D :D :D


what a BAD way to end this month off ! ):
i am having a spilting headache, sadly.
ahh, nothing seems to be going my way today.
terrible day, no doubt about it.

firstly, Xinjin and i lost our match against Anglican High.
a thorough thrash of 0-3.
i cannot believe we sucked so badly but well, maybe they are just better and there was something we could do but we didn't.
tensed up ? nervous ? confused ?
well, i think, it was a mixture of this and that.
of course, not forgetting the noise contributed by many schools.
goodness gracious me !
so noisy that i could barely hear myself talk.
being the typical Man Pin, tears started streaming to my eyes and they flowed downwards my cheeks once more.
so weak, i don't understand why also.
sighs sighs sighs.
am i to feel angry or sad or disappointed ?
well, i only know that this sucks so much !

my Mummy told me, " Even world number one loses.. Andy Roddick just lost.. "
and i said, " haha, Andy Roddick is not world number one also what.. "
AHAHA, right, totally no sense.

but on a lighter note, the whole division won Anglican High 4-1.
we are the top of the group and are definitely in top 4.
the battle is not over yet, fight till the end ! :D

another good news is that C Division won Presbyterian High 5-0.
yup yup, everyone won their own matches thus a score of 5-0.
don't know against who next though.

Semi-finals both will be played on thursday, 06042006.
i hope this will be a repeat of history whereby i can win my match and be a happy 15 year old for the last time.
please please please, i so pray ! (:

PLMGS got into the top 4 also.
Congratulations and Thank You for the support ! :D
haha, especially Audrey and her Doubles partner.
hilarious, really, when they said *** sucked ! LOL

not sure about the other side cause it is far too confusing !
whoever 3-2, i win, you lose; i lose, you win.
blah blah, totally didn't get it so i shall just wait for the results.

so much for the Girls' side.

Congratulations to SJI on winning RI 4-1 !
their cheerings were seriously out of the world lah !
so loud till the extent that we could barely hear our own cheers !
nevertheless, though i didn't watch all the matches, GOOD JOB ! :D

and i don't know who else got in.
hmm, whatever it is, PLAY YOUR BEST, EVERYONE !


second bad thing, i dropped my freaking phone on the ground.
the back cover spilt open and the battery flew out.
instant and typical reaction of me, i screamed, " SHIT ! "
what the shit, really !
and that's not the worst, i think the vibration is screwed !
TA MA DE, WHAT THE HELL !

third bad thing, in the bus back to school, my Ice Lemon Tea can dropped onto the ground and typically me once more, i shouted, " F**K ! " damn loudly !
so sorry, just couldn't accept the fact that my luck was so down.
not forgetting, the ice lemon tea spilled onto my legs and almost my shoes.
AHHHHH !

fourth bad thing, similar to the third one.
what the hell, i don't believe myself that today was so fked up !


black jerseys do not bring me luck at all.
say i am supersticious, say i cannot accept defeats, whatever you say !
ahhhh, i don't like BLACK JERSEYS ! ):


something that can most probably make my day now.
SEVEN DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY ! :D
EIGHT DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY PARTY ! :D
i totally cannot wait !
aww, how i wish it is TOMORROW or something !
JOY JOY JOY ! :D


oh my god, what fking song am i listening to lahhh !?
totally madness !
Heal The World by Michael Jackson ?!
eww, not helping at all, totally not !


AHHHHH, MAY APRIL BE A BETTER MONTH !
I DISLIKE TODAY !
SHIT SHIT SHIT !

and so sorry, please pardon me for all the crude language.
sometimes, it is really good to vent things out through words.
words, HAHA, offensive ones, really !
i guess, that's all i have to say.


Though I lost,
I am happy you won.
win-win; win-lost; lose-win.
:( :D :/

You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby, that's why you captured my heart

I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you, I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere
And there's no one I know that can compare

What makes you different, makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Hey, yeah yeah yeah
You got something so real
You touched me so deep
See material things
Don't matter to me
So come as you are
You've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you

What makes you different, makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need
What makes you different, makes you beautiful


GOODBYE.

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