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Feels like the BEST day of my life --> NEGATIVE
Feels like the WORST day of my life --> POSITIVE


i do not know why but everything seems so fucked up.

am i being to sensitive for no good reasons ?
am i thinking too much thus reacting greatly ?
am i reading too much into things that are just so simple ?

damn, what the hell is going on ?!
i feel so lost, so confused, so .. OH MY GOODNESS !
all i can do is to scream from within, to cry on the outside and having my very nice and loving classmates to comfort me and ask me to cheer up !
i appreciate all that you all have done, THANK YOU ! (:

now, at this current moment, i seem to be at a juncture of life when i feel like giving up every damn thing !
everything, yes, my already fucked up studies, my ever-so-loved table tennis and other shit happening all around me !
shit, HMM, i cannot seem to pinpoint what but i just don't feel good.

DAMN DAMN DAMN, WHAT IS GOING ON ?!

something major is wrong with me !

..

i shall shut my ass up now !
enough said, i need to be alone..
wait, i am already alone.
screw it, GOODBYE !


Like a drug, I was addicted to you.
But now, I have kicked it off.
I needed you somehow.
)':

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