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my contact lenses are moist for once,
perhaps, another option will not kill ?
perhaps, spending less time on relaxation will not kill ?
perhaps, studying more will just not kill too ?
...
well well well.
i have nothing better to say except feeling sorry for myself.
since admitting my stupidity was retaliated as being an excuse, i shall not say more, nothing more.
for the LAST time, i will feel THIS way again.
i assure that, if not, i shall go to a window and POOOOOOOOOOF !
GOODBYE.