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I WISH i had gone straight into my room then switched off the lights and laid on the bed, closed my eyes and SLEPT !
UNFORTUNATELY, i did the first thing of going into my room but i got out of it then turned on my computer's screen and went to a couple of blogs..

blogs, friendster, hi5 and all may not be a good thing after all though they serve as my daily entertainment sources.
well, it may seem wierd that i am saying such stuff about the things i adore (maybe except hi5) but actually, i have been feeling this way for quite a while.

sometimes, you would not rather know certain things.
for instance, so what if you have known, would it do you good or make you happier ?
NEGATIVE, in fact, sometimes it serves as the total opposite effect of making you unhappier and not feeling bad. not to mention about the benefits or whatever, it is just the mood of the person being affected.

sadly, i read things that i wished i hadn't known.
i feel like such a failure.
all right, maybe i'm just detestable, period.


shall not comment further.


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if i could turn back time,
turn back to the happy times;
turn back to the happier times;
turn back to the happiest times.

WISHFUL THINKING !
SHUT UP AND GO AND SLEEP !


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OCTOBER IS A BAD MONTH.

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