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got it, happy ?
served, satisfied ?


vulgarity kills ?
younger loses ?
accept insults ?

well well.
the few main points of this fateful day, 14102005.
i will very well remember what had happened on this very day.


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true enough, vulgarity kills, seriously it does.
however, i still don't get WHY certain words are so refrained from being said ?
like, the words that i am typing now..
aren't they also words, same as the more vulgar ones ?
right, this world is so wierd !

'Freedom Of Speech', what dumb saying this is ?!
it never, i mean, ever existed !
i wish to say something but got to stop myself from saying.
what is this man ?!
bull crap !


* crap = shit


the nags, the rolling of eyes, the scoldings..
thank you, all on ME !

is it because i have nothing major on so i deserve that ?
i got * insulted, thank you.
i said but what i got in return was just mere words like, "They are just comments, can't you accept them?"
WOW, comments, you say.
but that does not * make me need to accept it ?!
you mean you accept everything others say about you ?!
oh puhhh-leassse, GET A LIFE !
( oh, do YOU even have one to start of with ?! )


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call me a BITCH,
say i am BITCHY,
no difference in meanings at all.
so SORRY that i thought about things THAT way but i am just like that.
happy or not, i don't bother.
well, TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT huh ?
right, take that then !

!@#$%^*()_@!#$%^&*(*&^%$#@


say i am overly sensitive,
say i am very hot-tempered,
say i am a sucker at syle,
say i am far too tempremental,
SAY I AM FUCKED UP IN MY HEAD.

whoops, as a matter, i don't give a damn !
why should i care when i got to care about things that actually don't bother me ?
i am not OBLIGED to do things for anyone !
i am ever more not OBLIGED to listen to anyone !

maybe the bottomline is:
HSU MAN PIN IS JUST A FOOL, A FUCKING ASSHOLE !


HATE ME,
I CAN'T & DON'T CARE LESS !





( the above content can be taken seriously or taken as a childish bitch talking shit, UP TO YOU TO DECIDE )


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0225 hours )
a holiday, i don't want to sleep so early.
THIS IS, IT IS MY LIFE !
I FUCKING LIVE IT !
IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS !
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !


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JIALUN: thank you very much for your understanding (?) sorry to make you leave your house then got to go back again. i really feel very bad about it. sorry for the inconvenience and even more thanks for signing my guestbook. i'm sure you enjoyed yourself at the party yeah ? well, maybe it was a blessing in disguise that i didn't go because i may show some really mood-spoiling face. (haha) right, thanks again ! :D

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