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no entry yesterday.
did not have the mood to blog.
it was so damn EMOTIONAL !
happy as well as sad.
but i guess, it was more of HAPPINESS ! :D

GREAT JOB SNTT !
WE DID IT !
WE''VE DONE IT BEFORE !
WE SHALL DO IT AGAIN !
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !

>> sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa, SA SI TA !

lost my doubles match with old-time partner, XinJin.
we were damn sad, of cos.
she cried, me too ?
yupp.

right, shall share abt my crying account for the day !
it's really horrid ! /:

after my defeated match, i was so neutral abt it ?
i dont knw why i felt tht way but yupp, only a drop of tear down my cheeks.
i walked outside the arena for a couple of rounds, washed my face and cooled down.
my head was still blank though so i couldnt exactly analyse how in the shit world did we lose.
anw, went back to the arena and before i entered, i saw Daphne so i asked her how's the matches coming up.
to my horror, she told me tht YuanShan has lost her match thus we're down 1-2.
damn, this is the shit tht noone would ever want !
tht sucked !
upon hearing this shit, i burst out into tears.
my heart ached, seriously.
i really hated myself damn loads, alright !
rahhhhh !

then we went back in to watch the Second Doubles, XueFang and DoDo.
it was so damn scary !
i dint dare to watch and just happened as my Mum's here already so i left before the match ended.
i got onto the car and immediately, i burst out into a relatively loads amount of tears !
i couldnt control any further so i just cried like hell.
knwing i would obviously be very concerned for the match and all, my Mum asked if i wna go back to watch or not.
initially, i dint want to but in the end, i did !
fortunately, i did go back to watch !
they played a magnificent match !
it was fucking close !
3-2 and the last set being 15-13 or something ?
god !
they rock, babeh !
upon victory and a 100% into Top 4, the whole SNTT team burst into tears, but tears of JOY ! :D
it was damn emotional and it was damn cool !

at least, the team displayed team spirit !
for once, im so proud of SNTT !
as in, proud of our usually-not-so-good team spirit !
keep it up ! :D

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today -
went to SJI for trg and i seriously regretted going, alright.
Yao was so whtever lah, made us wait for so long before we could play.
thanks !

on the whole, i'd only played five damn matches and all of them sucked !
but luckily, managed to practise some Doubles with XinJin.
though they were damn crapped up due to shit players, well, heck it !

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08042005 >>
REKINDLE.
QUESTION.
FICKLE.
INFATUATE.

07042005 >>
NICE DAY ! (: I DONT WANT IT TO END BUT IT HAS ENDED !
NICE DAY HAS ENDED BUT IM STILL LOVIN' IT !
IT WILL NEVER END IN MY HEART !

THANKYOU ALL ! (:
// LOVE.

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